I don't know why we can't be friends, it may be hard for you after all we had together, but you were the one I always could trust, without fear of being myself. I miss someone who cares of me as you did, I miss talking to you everyday like we used to, talk as friends, talking about everything and anything all day everyday, spilling our emotions, talking about music and our problems, everything. Now it's like we don't even know each other anymore and it kind of hurts, even though we weren't anything, it still hurts knowing we've grown apart and it went by so quickly. I may be a bored or dull girl sometimes but I'm sure I'm the best that you've ever had, and you will neve find better than me, because nobody loves you like I do. It's painful to know that you want to erase me from your memory, your life and heart. It seems that I was just a mistake in your life, once that I meant eveything to you and now I am just NOTHING. Maybe you don't believe my love for you, I just wasn't strong enough to hold on, to go ahead and fight for our dreams, that have always been so far away from our reach. I just hope you can understand that I have my own internal conflicts, although I couldn't fight against them, it does not mean that I never loved you enough, 'cos I still do. And I'll Always love you.
I keep thinking that if you had really loved me like you said you did, you would've tried hard. I won't be the one to take the blame, was you not fighting beside me? We both are losers, and it was already expected behind the eyes of those that always have seen our love as a "failed romance" all along.
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