Trust me... He's worth it

Don’t worry, he’ll miss you. You’re the best he could get, and he blew it.
Don’t let him make you think for one second that this was your fault. It’s not.
He screwed up, and you did absolutely nothing wrong.
You gave him your heart, and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn’t.
And honestly, he’s not mature enough. He’s not smart enough.
If he was smart, he would have cared for you with every fiber of his being
and been with you every spare second he could. But he didn’t, and now he’s gone.
But don’t you cry. Don’t call him telling him you miss him.
Don’t IM him, don’t message him, don’t comment him, don’t talk to him in the hallways.
Just pretend you don’t care.
And don’t be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake.
And if you want to go, go with him again.
But make him work for you. Don’t be his doormat.
Don’t let him in the first time he rings the bell.
Make him come back every day until you trust him enough.
If he doesn’t come back after a couple of tries, just let him go.
But if he comes back every day, then he’s worth it. Trust me .. he’s worth it

Está sendo tão difícil para mim, estou me segurando para não ir atrás dele novamente, tem tantas coisas que ainda gostaria de lhe dizer, e o quanto eu sinto a falta dele, queria poder saber se ele também sinte a minha falta, mas ele não dará o braço a torcer, e  acho que ele está bem e bem feliz...with her always around him, making him smile with simple words, simple jokes...he won't miss me anymore. And even if I meet new people, and having someone saying that love me, it's not the same, and I end up thinking of him again and it's him who I miss, and I just can't find him on someone else's.

I sent him a last message, here it's just a part of it:

..."Believe me I understand you very well more than you think I do, but do you understand me? can you feel my pain? Why does it seem so much more hard for me to let go? Anyway it's the last time I am running after you, if you want to give one more chance for us, I'm here but don't be late because as you I also wanna live life, and I would be ungrateful to God wasting it for someone who doesn't care at all. My heart still belongs to you, but while you keep hurting it as you do, I will have no other option than give it to another one who can heal these scars, take all this pain away and make me feel loved again. Because my heart doesn't deserve all this pain you cause to it. When love makes you cry more than smile then it doesn't worth it.

Sometimes the greatest pain, the most intense hurt, comes from those we love and trusted the most.

Don't answer me this message IF it's going to hurt me so much more, keep on your silence and I'll understand your message and stay away from you. Leave you alone as you want."

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